{"id":160,"date":"2013-10-02T05:32:47","date_gmt":"2013-10-02T05:32:47","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.vanessacodorniu.com\/blog\/?p=160"},"modified":"2013-11-23T05:34:23","modified_gmt":"2013-11-23T05:34:23","slug":"why-i-am-so-happy-i-rock-my-intuition-tale-of-20-fibroids-a-polyp-a-peartree","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.vanessacodorniu.com\/blog\/?p=160","title":{"rendered":"Why I am SO happy I ROCK my intuition: Tale of 20 Fibroids, a polyp &#038; a peartree"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Well not exactly a pear tree. I got to KEEP my pear tree.<\/p>\n<p>Several years ago my intuition told me to &#8220;NO WAY do not say yes to taking a job this terrible job!&#8221; Yes, it was unoffically a job at Satan&#8217;s lair.<\/p>\n<p>I was scared. My well-known psychic, best-friend, family all told me to take it. ALL of the people I trusted, told me to basically go against what I felt. ALL of them told me I was being negative&#8230;I knew that I am not. I didn&#8217;t listen to myself. When something&#8217;s bad. I know it&#8217;s bad!<\/p>\n<p>The job market was floundering. I was scared. I gave my power away to the outside world.<\/p>\n<p>I knew better. I didn\u2019t do better.<\/p>\n<p>In less than 9 months, my millimeter fibroid turned into several inches and several fibroids. I finally stepped up and quit. No job. No real back-up.<\/p>\n<p>I got busy. Made things happen. I listened to my intuition. I learned to master it.<\/p>\n<p>Trying to heal the fibroids I did all I could. Herbs, therapies, meditations, reiki, ancestor rituals,etc. They did not budge. I knew that it was part of my spiritual growth to get surgery.<\/p>\n<p>Guides said,\u201d It\u2019s a shamanic initiation. You must hand yourself over in faith and KNOW that all will be well.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I went thru 10 doctors. They all basically said,\u201d Gotta remove the uterus.\u201d My family begged. People cried. I was told I had to do it now\u2026<\/p>\n<p>THIS time, I was NOT handing my power to the outside world.<\/p>\n<p>I knew better. I did better. I got the doctor that I KNEW would save my uterus. I found her. She did.<\/p>\n<p>After surgery she said,\u201d You are the first patient in 30 yrs that didn\u2019t ask me about her uterus.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I said, \u201cI knew you were going to save it.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Now the facts were that I was told I was 80% fibroid from hip to hip.<\/p>\n<p>That they were pressing on my back, discs\u2026that I had a 6.5 month pregnancy. That it was impossible that these five critters could be taken out without a hitch.<\/p>\n<p>They were wrong. I had TWENTY tumors and a polyp.<\/p>\n<p>And I am here. I am healthy. I have all my lady parts and I am doing what I love, how I love\u2026<\/p>\n<p>WHY?<\/p>\n<p>Because I learned to ROCK my intuition. I learned to OWN my own inner voice and ALLOW it to carry me through the toughest decisions I\u2019ve ever made.<\/p>\n<p>When I didn\u2019t listen:<\/p>\n<ul>\n<li>I had a feeling I wasn\u2019t living my purpose.<\/li>\n<li>I was helping everyone and not feeling fulfilled.<\/li>\n<li>I had a job that didn\u2019t make me glow &amp; shine!<\/li>\n<li>I made decisions based on fear rather than decisions based on intuition.<\/li>\n<li>I second-guessed myself<\/li>\n<li>I doubted<\/li>\n<li>I was hurting and exhausted from being energetically drained<\/li>\n<li>I gave too much\u2026<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>A year ago yesterday I left the corporate world.<br \/>\nA year ago today I left behind indecision, tumors, patterns and BS around being what I am.<\/p>\n<p>I am WHOLE.<\/p>\n<p>I listened. I kept my uterus. I kept my sanity. I left a job that drained me.<\/p>\n<p>I made it against what seemed like impossible odds.\u00a0Not perfect but centered in my deep knowing.\u00a0Completely trusting.<\/p>\n<p>I am rocking what I was BORN to do.<\/p>\n<p>I am guiding wounded\/hidden INTUITIVES to own their gifts and be healthy, happy and kickass successes! I am supporting the lightworkers\/leaders to ROCK their light in a way that supports the and serves the world!<\/p>\n<p>I know better. I do better. I love you and look forward to supporting you on the journey! Thanks for reading, sharing &amp; being brave enough to get what you need and to take care of you.<\/p>\n<p>~VCC 10\/2\/13<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Well not exactly a pear tree. I got to KEEP my pear tree. Several years ago my intuition told me to &#8220;NO WAY do not say yes to taking a job this terrible job!&#8221; Yes, it was unoffically a job at Satan&#8217;s lair. I was scared. 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